Im so tired. Lacrosse is seriously wearing down my body. If I didnt love this sport so much Id quit. Instead I take the pain, end up icing my shins all evening and limping all next day.

*sigh*

My mom and I actually talked about my eating disorder today. It was kinda nice. Second day! I know its not much but I have to take one day at a time.

It's weird. I dont like anyone. Like Im so much more focused on school and God than on boys. Its scary. Does this mean that im *gasp* more mature? NEVER!!